Androgyny 1

First off I want to say is that I'm a pervert. A freak. A slut at times even. I'm perfectly, absolutely, positively fucking golden about it. No dude, no chick can throw salt in my game. Don't be fucking heated with me because I ain't fucking you.

With that said, lemme explain a few things about myself.

At first glance, I'm your typical, all-American, boriqua dyke; I rock the best Starter caps. The freshest kicks. The best jeans. My hair stay cornrowed and my ice is always frosty. I'm every fem's, or butch for that matter, dream. Had to go threw some shit to be what I am. Identity crisis, suicide, depression, all of that bull but it was all worth it.

Growing up, I always felt like a boy did in some situations. I wasn't into girly shit. Always looked fucked up in a dress; I was always taller and bigger than most kids. I'm not saying I'm built like a dude though. No, no, no. I ain't really got any titties(which explains why I love chicks having big ones)and yeah I could play football and did, but I got ass, hips, thighs. I'ma big girl with a shape. But I was self conscious see? I'm six foot now but I had growth spurts, like, every other fucking day. I was just so fucking awkward.

And liking girls instead of guys? Just a whole lot of friction. Then some more after that.

So in high school I was lezzin' hard, na mean? Every other day I had a new chick on my arm. The baddest of the bad. Black girls, brown girls, yellow girls, white girls. Fems, butches, closet freaks. I was fucking a new chick everyday. I even wore a strap-on all the time. Got it from an older broad I was foolin' around with. It fits like a harness, understand? Straps around my thighs but leaves my pussy open to be played with. Chicks would feel it through my jeans and go ape shit. I even had a chick blow me in a movie theater. Imagine a dread girl's head bobbin' in my lap with her hand down my pants, fingerbanging the shit out of me. I came so hard I forgot the fucking movie. After that, every new piece of tail I ran into did me like that.

It worked for me though. Something about having a chick suck me off was...was just fuckin' great even if the dick wasn't mine. By my senior year, it kinda came to me that I was dickin' down more pussy than an average dude. That was dope but I hadn't seen a real dick before. Seriously. Not even on fuckin' accident. Porno? OK but not in front of me. My mom had all but disowned me by then, my dad was always cool with it. I couldn't ask him about the birds and the bees and shit or my mom. How would that convo come up? Hey Papi, you know I've been killin' these hoes for years now but what the hell is this penis thing about? I didn't know why I was curious about it.

So what do I go and do? I just ask somebody to show me there's.

When I asked Shawn Goldsmith to show me his cock, he thought I was joking. He thought it was a very bad one too. Shawn was tall, built, and dark; hindsight he was sexy as shit. I figured if I was gonna see a dick, it might as well be his. He ran his hand through his dreads alot. He was nervous. Shawn thought it was a prank. I was known to do wild shit. Eventually, I got him to show it.

It was the prettiest thing I'd ever seen. It made me jealous. Now like I said, I was fucking alot of broads. Shawn was too which was why I wanted to see what it was all about. Then I knew. He was nine inches, thick, veiny, with a helmet like a soldier's. At times it didn't seem like a dick; it looked like a weapon. We were in his room when I was playing with. I stroked it and examined it like a doctor. Shawn was trying not to get hard. I don't know why. Wasn't like I'd get mad at him and I was jacking him.

I don't know what made me do it. Shawn didn't ask me to. He couldn't believe when I did. I can remember the bed and all the fucking Tupac posters on the wall. The sun setting. The smell of too many cologne bottles. He stood. I sat. He moaned. I sucked. I had just wanted to see how it was on both ends. Now to say that my dick wasn't mine; I had done alot of damage with it. But I couldn't fucking fool myself and think that it was the sucking and not the three fingers in my pussy that got me off.

At first, I didn't see it. Why did some women like sucking dick? His was so wide that I couldn't easily fit it in my mouth. Then he said, "Let me help you." So he pulls up my polo. Then I pull up my wife beater. He starts playing with my pink nipples. He moans. I moan. And something in me just snapped.

There's something...powerful about a dick. Maybe its because every damn thing great in the world is phallic. Look at a truck and tell me that a twig and berries. Look at the Washington Monument or a damn space shuttle. All of it is dick. Here I was with one in my mouth...and I was conquering it. Shawn groaned and shook. I was wet as hell. My nipples are one of my many spots. Long story short, I took it in both ends(and might've tried the backdoor if he wasn't so damn big). I know what you saying. Well if you had been gay all that long time...

I still love pussy and I still fuck chicks. I love eating it and beating. I get it wet. I make it cum and I do it better than most, female or male. I don't care if a chick is straight or whatever. I'll lay it down. Get her wide open. That's what I do.

But then there is dick. Its like a part time pleasure for me. I love 'em long, thick, and black. Sorry for every other shade of dude out there. Allergic to anything under eight inches and he's gotta lay it down. Women or soft and pliable. I'm the one in charge. I'm calling the shots. With a dick...I'm just taking it. Riding a roller coaster. Why the fuck should I have to choose one over the other? Dudes tryna make me straight and chicks wanna bitch about me not being loyal. Fuck that. I told you, I love fucking sex.

I work at Walmart now, I'm twenty two, got my associates degree and on my way to UCF. All these chicks in Wally World know me or heard of me. I don't fucks with them too much. Can't shit where you sleep. I just work in the hardware department and keep my nose clean for the most part. Gotta keep outta Tess' way. She might be the store manager. She might be a dyke like me but that bitch got issues. All the time.

The only cool person there is Silver.

This nigga Silver...Tall, slim, lanky with graying hair. That's how he got his name. He's really brown. Sleepy eyed. A stoner after my own heart. Ever since he transferred to days, we been running this shit. Minimal work, maximum output. Just like I like it.

We're friends too. Not friends with benefits. Well OK. Not exactly without benefits.

I had been wanting to fool around with the motherfucka. Silver is a notorious whore. An excellent one. Not one bad fucking review. I couldn't see it at first but working with him kinda made me understand. The nigga is smooth in the most goofiest, geeky way. He name dropping Fire Emblem and Grandia and Murder Princess like average people should know about it. If you don't, he got the nerve to make you feel stupid. Yet still, he stayed fucking. No matter what I did though, it was always friendship. Then one day he came over to the crib.

By this time, I had me a steady girl. Brianna was Puerto Rican and Trinidadian. Deep brown skin, long black hair, big ass titties. No ass though. Nasatal as Silver might say it. Pretty hazel eyes and glasses. I love her to death but no, I don't stay loyal and I wasn't that day.

Silver also moonlights as my weedman. Gets me anything I want. Rare shit like, what was it, White Widow? Kush? Purple Haze? Trainwreck? Light of Jah. That's what it was. He had brought it over just to smoke.

We were in my little ass apartment. Two bedroom. Kitchenette. Efficiency type shit. He rolled a fat ass blunt because he got the weed to do that. We smoked and talked and smoked and ate. I was full, high, and horny as shit. On cue it seemed, he whipped out his dick. All nine beautiful inches of it. I hadn't said anything about it. Silver didn't give no warning. He was sitting on my couch, jacking his shit. Bri couldn't have walked through the door. No key. Had he planned it? Didn't know. Maybe the nigga was just high. In any case, I was sucking the hell out that dick before I knew it. Slobbin' and bobbin'. He played with my titties. He played with my pussy....

That's how it started. He apologized the next day for it. I don't know why. Said it wouldn't happen again. Said he was out of line. He was full of shit. He knew I liked dick. Just how I didn't know. I just fucked chicks at the job. He around my age though, so he might've gone to high school with me.

I didn't know. Didn't care. When Silver was eating my pussy at my house, legs in the air, dripping pussy juice on his chin, I didn't see a reason to ask.

So I had a good girl for my main course and a nympho for my side dish. I should've been happy. I was getting the pussy and the dick I wanted. Silver knew about Bri. He never played out of pocket. When she comes to work to see me, he waves and smiles at her. Even strikes up a conversation with her. See? That's how ya jump off is supposed to be. Bri never had a clue. I was knocking her down every chance I got. Everybody was getting what they wanted right?

Wrong.

When Silver is fucking me, I think about having my face in her pussy. When I'm with Bri, I can imagine me and Silver running a train on her. I told you. I'm a pervert. It wasn't enough that I had both of them; I wanted them both at once.

I'd never thought about getting dick and pussy at the same time. It would always be one or the other. Maybe I just got tired of both sides of me conflicting. Why couldn't I have them both? Why couldn't I be me with both of them? It was a big fucking risk. Never tried it with one of my broads. Ever. Bri wasn't that. Cheating though I was, I loved the girl. Didn't want to lose her. She had to see me for what I am and I had to stop bullshitting her.

It took sometime to get her to warm up to the idea. She had left niggas alone because she couldn't trust them. First I joked just to see what she would do. She would give me smile. We watched flicks with just threesomes. She seemed interested. Then we talked about it in more detail until finally. "So you want to try a threesome with a guy."

I had fucked her pretty good. Got in them guts just like she liked it. Bri was like a nigga when it came to sex. A good fucking made her mellow. More hospitable. We were cuddling(which I hate doing)and talking. Then there it was. Exactly what I was hinting at. "Yeah. I wanna see what's good with it. Try something new."

"You just want to run a train on me..." Bri waited. I said nothing. I nuzzled her shoulder. Then she said, "I knew it! You are such a fucking perv Nino!"

Bri was talking shit but she was giggling while talking shit. "Listen ma. You know me. I keep it a hunnit. Do I wanna run a train on you? Hell yeah. That shit would be hot. Dick in the pussy. Dick in the mouth. Both me and the dude gonna have one-"

"And about that," She scooted her ass into me. I was still wearing my strap so I slipped into her pussy. She moaned and continued. "You...you don't mind me sucking some other guy's dick?"

"Why?" I started to spoon her. I didn't even need to lube up. Bri stays wet. Had to get her wetter. I play with her long nipples. Like me, that's her spot too. Bri reaches back and plays with my clit. "Should I be worried? You'd leave me for some good dick?"

"No...no...Nino...." I start diggin' a little deeper. Hit her sweet spot. "You know I love you papi..."

"So if I bring you a big, black, nine inch cock, I ain't gotta worry 'bout you going nowhere?"

I was kissing on her neck mad soft by then. I could hear the telltale splash of her pussy as I fucked her. When I said that last thing she tensed; she took in a sharp breath and moaned. There was still some love of the cock left in her. What she said next almost fucked me up. "No papi...Never papi....Is it...is it Silver? Is it Silver's cock?"

That almost fucked up my stroke. Almost. I'm too capital G for that shit though. I kept fucking her and kept talking since I didn't want her getting suspicious. "Why? You want it to be Silver?" I said softly. I didn't want her to think I was getting mad; hell if anything, I wanted her to want him. I wasn't giving up shit though. Let her say it.

"Maybe..." Non committal. She was moaning bad by then. So beyond caring about what she said. I was gonna get something out of her though. Fuck that. I fucked her then. We stopped spooning. I slapped Bri on the ass. Let her know what time it was. She assumed my favorite position. Face down. Ass up.

"I ain't talked to him yet..." I said sliding the head in her juicy pussy. "But I was thinking about him being the dude."

She got the hush mouth for a beat. I started dickin' her down again just after we were supposedly finished for the night. My chick didn't have much of a booty but the little she had jiggled nicely enough. I could imagine Silver in front of her, dick out, with her jawing him. That shit made me wet. To think, I'd be fucking her and she'd be sucking him. Then she could be licking me while he fucking her...

Or she could be fucking me while I'm sucking him...or even better, I could be riding his dick and she could be riding his face. Silver had told me he wanted to try that. Who the fuck was I kidding? I had to make that damn sale. I wanted to fuck them and them fuck me. I could have everything I wanted at once.

Just had to make the case to the wifey.

After we fucked, we both went to the shower to clean up. I'd have to change the sheets again. I'd have to wash as soon as I came home from work. Guess that's what I get for dating a squirter.

She started the water then waited for me to get in. Bri watches me close. Those hazel eyes bore into me. I already know that look; she got questions.

Bri doesn't say shit for awhile though. I'm soaping her down. The white of the suds contrasts with her skin so good. I follow it as it runs down her titties and her stomach then finally when it disappears between her legs. Her brown nipples are still standing on end.

She turns around though like she didn't want me to notice that, as if its all business. I didn't want to play that. Bri was turning me on again and she knew.it. I soaped down her back and her little bit of booty. Even after she rinses off, she waits for me to do more with her.

I grab her nipples. I twist them only a little, just enough to make her shudder. They sensitive like I said. Maybe more so than mine. I could make her come in this shower without touching anything else. She pushes her ass into me again even without the strap.

"So...is it gonna...gonna...ooooh...." She starts off.

"Is it gonna be what?"

"...Is it gonna be....mmmm...complete?"

"What you mean?" I make sure to say it like I'm curious. I know what she gonna say but I keep my excitement undercover. The water is still on, keep her skin moist and dripping. I turned her ass around. Bri knew what time it was.

"I mean...are you....oh my God....shhhhh...that feels so good-I mean are you....and him..."

"Are we gonna fuck? Me and Silver?" I was squeezing them triple Ds good by now. Licking the hell out them silver dollar nips. Even then, when I said that, I could feel the shiver shoot through her. I didn't know Bri got turned on by that shit.

Bri squirms and tries to play her pussy. I slap her hand away; that's my job. She fakes pain and says, "Yeah...Are you gonna fuck him?"

"Why? You want me to fuck him?" I stop sucking her tits and look at her face to face. She five seven to my six feet. I stand close enough to kiss her. Bri licks her lips and I already know the answer before she says it.

"Quit answering my question with a question."

"I just wanna know where ya head at."

"OK. I want Silver to fuck you. I want to see you take a dick." I could feel her hand slide up the inside of my thigh. I spread them to give her room. She continued saying, "I want him to fuck you how you fuck me."

"What about you?"

"What about me?"

"You're answering a question with a question."

"Annoying isn't it?"

"That's another...." She was fingering me pretty good. Didn't know she could go so deep..."...question..."

"And here's another one; do you want to fuck Silver? Huh?" She waited and then my pussy clenched. Bri looked at me, her hazel eyes telling me that I didn't know her like I thought. Maybe her private schools and money hadn't given her a hood pass but it gave her something else. She went on to say, "Yeah. You want him. You wanna suck his dick while I fuck you with that strap on."

My pussy was getting wet and it wasn't from the damn water. "Yeah....fuck yeah...." One of my legs were propped up on the edge of the tub and Bri was on her knees licking me between sentences. She wanted me to get fucked by a dude. Damn. How much fucking time have I wasted? If I knew that shit, it woulda been on months ago.

"Then we'll switch ends," She licked me so good. Sucked on my clit like she'd get the nut outta it. The shit was making my knees shake. Bri slapped me on the ass as another wave of pleasure went through me. Bri then said, "We'll slut you out...you'll get to slut me out....and then we'll slut Silver out. You like that papi? You want us to fuck you and suck you and eat you?"

I don't if I said yes or I just screamed. Didn't matter though; I was gonna have my cake and eat it too.

The next coupla days were a blast. Bri and I were fucking everyday, hyping each other up for the threesome. I told her that I shot the idea past him and he said yes. I didn't though; it was gonna be a surprise for him. That nigga was gonna get back a little of what he dished out.

It was funny when she came to our department while we were on the clock. She hugged Silver and was talking his ear off like they were the best friends in the world. He was tryna to get away from her. I had to give him that; he wasn't a disrespecful nigga. He'd go around the paint counter. Act like he was actually had work to do. Silver would look at me like I was supposed to get heated. Nah. Never that. Not over a chick. Besides I told her she could and she thought he knew what was gonna go down. Even if he was tryna do right, I peeped him looking at her breasts. I also said she should come up here braless. Her girls sit up with no support. Silver would be thinking about her. Maybe for a change he should be conflicted.

Thursday, after the team meeting we had, Silver was skipping back to hardware. Apparently, he didn't get ripped like every other manager did. Our department was doing good, even during the recession. The way he walked reminded of the Pied Piper or a bandleader. It seemed like he should be leading some people with that loping, casual walk of his. He said smiling, "Word War III didn't happen while I was gone did it?"

"Nah boss. The way I heard, the war was going on in the breakroom."

"Ha." He chuckled. "Yeah it was a slaughter alright. Nobody was loss but we got alot of injured."

"What was Tess talking?"

"Meh." Silver hopped on the paint counter. "Whatever she was talking, it wasn't to me. My ADD kicked in and the rest of its a blur."

"Its all that damn reefer you smoke."

"Say the pot as she calls the kettle black."

I was thinking of something smart to say but then Silver said, "Listen Nino. I don't know what's up with your girl but I promise you I'm not tryna get her. I swear to you. You know I wouldn't do you like that."

I cocked my head like what he said alarmed me. He continued. "For real Nino. You know we love the ladies and the ladies love us. But that right there? I had nothing to do with it especially since we see each other from time to time. The only time I see her is here."

Silver was telling the truth. I hate to say this shit but the nigga pulled a heart string or two there. For some reason, I had the dumb idea that our friendship would change. The fucking could, well, fuck it up. Silver had been cool though; he didn't expect me to leave Bri or no stupid shit like that. If he called, it wasn't about sex. Never. If I didn't bring it up or go after the dick, he wasn't whipping it out. It was all on me. Whatever I wanted to do. I guess when two players get in the same bed they know they can't run game on each other. The fucking was just that, fucking. The friendship was the friendship. I respected that.

"Tsk. Nigga quit talking crazy." I said folding my arms in mock annoyance. "Bri ain't tryna push up on you nigga! She just want to be friends with you 'cause I'm friends you, dig? You know how females do."

Silver stroked his chin, arched his eyebrow. He wasn't convinced. "I don't know Nino," he said speculatively. "She was trying to hug me..."

"And?"

"And if I'm not mistaken, no I know she was not wearing a bra. At all."

"Dude. You know she got sensitive nipples and shit."

"Well duh," He hopped off the counter and smooths his blue polo and khakis. He spins the wooden Bob Marley picture around his neck. "I know that. Hell, I saw that through the shirt."

"Then you know why she wasn't wearing one." Silver gets quiet. He's still not buying but I'm gonna sell the shit to his ass anyway. "Damn nigga, you know I'm a freak and you know every time she come up her, she disappear, with me."

I could see the skepticism drain from his face and that lopsided smile replacing it. He slaps himself on the forehead. "You're an ass."

"Damn right."

"You're showing off the goods like that? Knowing I can't have any?"

Oh this was too fucking perfect. Check and mate motherfucka. "Ain't like you want any nigga. She ain't ya type; not too much junk in the trunk."

He nodded. "True but she is cute as a button and those," He made a measurement with his hands of her titties. "those are outstanding. Lack of ass not withstanding, I know you have a ball with her."

I was about to say something when Tess strolled by. Like I said, I don't want no trouble with her so I go and zone for a minute. Silver doesn't move. He just waves and says, "How are ya Tess?!" with so much sunshine I think it might blind her.

She grumbles. "I could be better Silver if everybody had a department like yours."

"Don't you worry Tess. They will even if I gotta help every manager."

I was still watching them, from afar, and if I hadn't seen her smile I wouldn't have believed it. "You'd do that Silver?"

"If need be. You know I'm here to help."

A pause. "I'll get back to you on that." The small, pudgy lesbian shuffle away with a little more pep in her step. No wonder we never got in trouble. He was running game on the store manager with the bonafides to back that talk up. He hopped on the counter saying, "You can come out now. She'll breath her fire elsewhere sparing the villagers. All is well."

"You are the only one who can talk to that broad like that." I rejoined him behind the counter. I had a little bit of paint to mix.

"Pffft. No. I'm just the only one that talks to her period. She wouldn't be so bad if you didn't make her an enemy so quickly."

"I don't make enemies. I make dead people."

Silver laughed. "Riiight. You're a regular Griselda."

"And you're my Rivy. Don't fuck shit up for me."

"Yessuh boss."

We both laughed. The nigga had no damn idea. None. He almost caught on but I took care of that. The ball was in my court and he didn't even know it. I had fuck with him some more just to cement the shit.

"So you'd fuck my girl?" I asked looking him dead in the eyes.

"If she wasn't with you?"

"Yeah."

He stroked his chin. "Yeah. She seems nice enough. Exotic. Well educated."

"I met her as a tutor at SCC."

"Ha. If only I had such a tutor."

"Nigga that's how you meet half ya chicks." He shrugged. I said, "And what you mean 'exotic'?"

"She speaks Spanish like a bori but that's not all she is. She looks Indian."

"Trinidadian." I corrected. He raised an eyebrow. I was selling her even before I had to. Damn this shit was fun. His people were Trinis too.

"For real?"

"For real, for real."

He nodded. "You sure can pick 'em."

"You hating?"

"What? Me? No. If anything, I'm congratulating."

"Uh huh." I had finished getting the paint mixed. That trucker dude would be back for it. I decided to lay down the final piece. "You wanna fuck her."

That made Silver tense. Never saw that shit before. I've seen Tess yell at his ass and he not flinch. I got him. I had him right where I wanted him.

"Come again?"

"You heard me nigga. You wanna fuck my girl."

"Man come on..."

"I ain't saying you'd do me dirty and try to smash behind my back. I'm saying if you had a chance to just fuck, you would."

He got quiet. Silver was relaxed again. He was thinking of the next thing to say. I wasn't gonna give him time. I said, "I seen you checking her out. Every time she come up here without a bra you be peeping them nipples."

"Only because I can't help but see them."

"But you did and you liked what you saw. I told you they were long. You didn't wanna believe me."

"Well now I do."

"And now I know you wanna fuck her." I was standing with my arms folded, chin up, smiling. Silver wasn't. I knew he wouldn't try me like that and he didn't like it that I'd think he would. "Just admit nigga. You'd fuck Bri."

A pause then he sighed. "OK. You win. I wanna fuck ya girl but I'm never gonna act on it. You happy?"

"Nope. I ain't gonna be happy until you come 'round the crib and smoke with me."

He knew what that usually meant. Fucking. "Don't you gotta do something with ya girl?"

"Nope. You got something lined up tonight?"

"No."

Silver was suddenly hushed. He seemed sad. I said, "Don't tell me you ain't got nobody in your stables nigga. I know you."

He shook his head. "Haven't really been fucking much lately, things on my mind."

"You've been fucking me."

"Not lately."

I wanted to ask him why but the code forbid it. If he wanted to get something off his chest I figured he would. He never had with me. If anything it was the opposite. Silver seemed sad suddenly. Alone. I was right by him. "Come through nigga. You need a good smoke out."

He was smiling again. The clouds must have passed. "What time?"

"Seven."

"Seven it is then."

I decided to rent a lot of smoker movies. Dazed and Confused. Half Baked. Grandma's Boys. Both Harold and Kumars. Bri was wondering why I got the movies because I guess she thought as soon as he got over here, we'd be fucking. I told her Silver was too cool for that; he liked easing into things. She didn't ask me too many questions after that. We had a quickie...or three when I got off work. We showered. Had to make sure we were clean. Before I knew it seven was here.

And of course he showed up fifteen minutes late. He strolled in with an army green shirt that said "Grim Reefer" under a skull/weed symbol. His jeans were tore at the knees and his feet were in slides. I wore a black "lickher license" shirt with some pajama bottoms and my strap on. No panties. No shirt. Bri had chocolate colored dress that ended a little above her knees just as commando as me. As she sat on my leather couch, I could see her nips strain against the fabric. She was way past ready.

"You're late nigga." I said with mock annoyance.

"No I'm not," He gave me a pound and a slap on the back. "I'm just early for tomorrow. How ya doing Bri?"

"Me doin' good now that ya show up bwoy. Hopefully betta soon."

I had told her that her island accent would turn him as a joke. I know it turned me on. He eyed her suspiciously for a split second then said, "Betta soon ya say?"

"Ya heard me right."

"So I did." He smiled then said in regular English, "Well lemme get this prepped for this shindig. He sat down and took out a phillie. We usually roll cigarellos though. Times are tough. Instead of bustin' it open, he dug out the tobacco from the end.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I asked.

"Making a godfather blunt. Instead of-" He tapped the last of it into my ashtray."-splitting the blunt, you just scoop it out then add the weed."

"That's gonna take some bud though." Bri was watching him, licking her lips. She played with her nipple a little. He was too into the work to see though. I mouth "wait" to her and she stops.

"And? This is me we're talking here."

"Uh huh." Then I looked at Bri. "Go get the DVDs out the room."

"I don't know where they are."

"Come on. I'll show ya."

The whole thing was to get her into the room. I followed her. Silver just continued to pack the blunt. The weed I noticed was white with crystals. Widow I think.

"What's the matter with him?" Bri asks shifting from foot to foot. "We've been waiting long enough."

"I know baby." I smile and she gives me a kiss. I hug her saying, "I haven't told him when it was gonna happen though."

Her eyes get wide. "What? He doesn't know? Oh my God I just threw myself at him and-"

"Shhh. Quit trippin'. When we get fucked up, that'll be the time alright? He just needs to be more relaxed; he told me he wanted to get to know you first."

I was bullshitting but she didn't know that. "Alright. I thought I was doing that though."

"I know mami but trust me, this is the way to do it."

We came out with the movies and like I expected, Silver was already smoking. The blunt was packed tight and each pull he took was a chore. He was getting more smoke per puff than usual. Silver passed it to me coughing. Never thought I'd see that in my life.

"Man...." He said. Bri had brought him water and he was thankful. "That made my eyes cross."

I was about to crack a joke but then I was coughing up a lung. That's when I saw his grinder and I knew why; he broke the weed down, grinding it up fine enough so we could smoke it. The smoke caught me off guard. Soon I was getting some water too, straight from the faucet.

"You tryna kill me and my girl nigga?" I said as Bri started to cough.

"Damn. Here I thought you guys weren't on to me."

We watched movies until about ten. Between the three of us, we had gotten half way through the blunt. Bri had cooked some curry goat, rice, and plantains. We ate, we laughed, Silver actually did get to know Bri a little better and vice versa. It was a good fucking night.

Silver sat lounging back in the recliner with me and Bri on the couch. His eyes were heavy like he could sleep at the drop of a hat. That's when I made my move.

I pulled my plastic cock out and pretended to jack it slow. My right hand was in my pants playing with my super moist pussy. Bri was the first to notice since she was nodding off right next to me. She took my hand off my dick and out my pants. Bri was on all fours on the couch sucking me off, her three fingers digging into my pussy.

Silver's eyes fluttered when he heard us. At first there was shock yet another emotion I hadn't really seen him have. I made eye contact and I nodded. He zipped down his pants and pulled out his dick, semi-hard and started to play with. He moved from tip to base slowly. Bri had stopped sucking my dick opting to jack it like Silver was all the while finger fucking me.

"That dick is big." Bri said to no one in particular. My fingers were in her pussy massaging that spot..."I didn't know it would be like that."

"You scared?" I whispered in her ear. "You already running from the cock?"

"No....ooohh....no papi..."

"Good. I don't wanna hear...damn...no complaining girl when he giving it to you."

"Same....shhhhiiii.....thing..."

I was so wet then. Wet because I was horny. Wet because Bri was tongue lashing me. Wet because Silver was jacking his dick. Just wet with anticipation. Silver finally walked around the table, dick bobbing, to the couch. He looked at me and asked, "May I?"

I looked at him and her; he still was being cautious. "Handle that."

Bri had my pajamas around my ankles, fucking me with her fingers still. My pussy juice was all over the couch. I could feel it under my ass. Silver hiked up her dress but he didn't fuck her. He slapped her ass, spread it, kissed on each cheek. Even if she didn't have an ass, Silver still was an ass man.

"That feel good mami?" I asked Bri. "You like your ass being slapped like that?"

"Ummm...Yes papi. You know I do."

To Silver I said, "Do it again." He did just that. I pushed her head down on the dildo as he did it. She was getting wet and creamy on my hand. Bri jiggled her ass and I came for the first time that night. My hips were in the air and still she had me. I screamed, shook. Bri continued.

Silver was face deep in her pussy. He even sucked her juices off my fingers. I couldn't see what he was doing but the way Bri was groaning I knew what he was doing.

"Oh my God....oh my God...." she gasped.

"He eating that pussy good mami?"

"His tongue....its...ahhh....its...everywhere....He's fucking my pussy...with his tongue...."

That's my nigga. Silver had her ass spread and her pussy wide open. She was wetting up my couch more than me. "Eat that pussy nigga. Make her cum."

He moaned "Mmmm hmmm" That's when she started bucking. Her thighs started to shake. Bri kept taking care of me. I was cumming again and she was cummin' right behind me.

"Get it! Get it! Get this fucking pussy!" I pushed her head down the dong and her fingers worked overtime. When I let her come up for air she screamed. The orgasm made her eyes rolled back. I knew Silver had skill then; only I made her do that.

Silver walked around on the opposite side of me grinning then said, "So this is the dick I've been hearing so much about."

"Hell yeah nigga. My dick."

"Oh yeah?" Silver ran his hand down to his balls. "Where are these?"

I pulled my pants all the way off and spread my legs. He could see my soggy pussy then. I spread my lips so my clit could poke out. "There. There's my mufucking balls."

We all laughed. Silver said, "Well if those are you called nuts, I handle them. Bri can handle the dick."

And that's what happened. Silver licked and sucked my clit while Bri sucked my cock. The dick was fake. Like I said before, I can't feel nobody suck it. Just the fact that I had a guy going down on my pussy while a chick was going down on my dick was turning me on. Push his head into my pussy. Push her head down on to my dick. I was cumming so fucking hard I saw stars.

I screamed. I shooked. I wanted a fucking cigarette and I don't even smoke them.

"I've seen you get sucked." Silver said in whisper. "Now let's you fuck and get fucked."

My legs were back, my ass teetering on the side of the couch. Bri was on my dick reverse cowgirl. I told Silver where my bullet was as if him fucking while Bri rode me wasn't enough. Bri started slow. She whined on my dick like an island chick is supposed to. Silver was eating the both of us, switching back and forth between our pussies. I could feel her orgasms run down onto my pussy.

"Oh God....Damn..." Bri hissed. I wanted to say something but he was sucking my clit again.

"What?" Silver asked innocently.

"I've never been ate...like this. Not while being fucked."

I wanted to say something again but I was coming...again. I couldn't do nothing but take it. The position I was in then let me move or squirm. "

"First time for everything."

"Where's the dick?" I blurted out. "We seen it but you ain't used it."

I heard a chuckle and then, "Where am I gonna use it first?"

He started licking on her I think because Bri moaned real loud. "Nigga its yo dick. I got to tell you what to do with it?"

Silver jumped on the sofa and without so much as a discussion, Bri ws slobbin' on it. It was the sexiest shit I've seen. She struggled with it at first; she licked it because she couldn't get her mouth around it. When it got wet though, she went to work.

"Push her head down. See how much she can take." I said and he did. Bri gagged halfway down. Spit dribbled down her jaws and his cock. Then I said, "Get his balls. Jack it. Make his ass weak." Again I was obeyed. Silver almost lost his damn balance she was licking his balls so good. If she wasn't riding me, I'd be sucking with her.

Then Silver got down, went for his pants, and put on a condom. He went to Bri and asked "You want me to fuck her?"

"Yessss..." Bri said bouncing on my dick. He leaned into her and kissed her deep. His hands sqqueezing her titties. "Fuck her. Fuck my papi."

"Can I make her scream?"

"Oohhhh..."

"Can I stretch her pussy?"

"Uh huh..."

"Can I make her cum?"

"Yes...Make papi cum. Make her cum hard."

He slid into me slow. So fucking slow. His dick was filling me up inch by inch. If that wasn't bad enough, had my bullet on my clit. Silver was all the way in me streching my walls. He moved slow enough so Bri could still fuck me. In and out. Teasing and drilling my pussy. Bri was moaning while he sucked her titties.

I was fucking my girl and getting fuck. I was in heaven.

"I'm-I'm-....." My eyes were clenched shut. I felt like I was convulsing. The scream started in my belly. This was beyond cumming. It was just pleasure. Everywhere. All around. I couldn't control it or me. I yelled and thrashed. Bri started fucking harder just like Silver was. I had skeeted a coupla times before. Never was it like this. I probably came a gallon or so, splashing Silver's stomach.

I just lied there as the aftershocks shook me. I couldn't even open my eyes. Bri tried to touch me. I jumped. I couldn't roll away from her. I was too fucking weak. This had to be how a man felt I guessed.

When I opened eyes, they were both watching me. Bri came to me. Kissed me. Stroked my face. Silver stood away from us. That same sadness was in his eyes again. "You came good papi?"

"You know it mama."

"I love you so much." Bri said and I knew that she meant it. "Thank you...for this."

Silver seemed to shrink. He didn't seem so bright or jubilant. I think if that nigga could've disappeared right then he would. "I'd better clean up." He half whispered.

"What you taking a break nigga?" I said trying to lighten the mood.

"Nah. You need a break. I'm perfectly fine. I just remembered I had to get up a little earlier is all. If I don't make it to the house, I'm liable to sleep here."

I tried to see what was wrong but he wasn't giving me the chance. He had put on his clothes by the time he walked to us. The bead on his hands didn't click. Silver hardly made a sound.

"Thank man." Silver said giving me a pound. "I really-well anyway this has been great."

"Oh no doubt homey."

"Yeah. We really enjoyed you."

When she said "we" something like pain twisted him. It was so fast Bri didn't even notice it. "Hey. I aim to please."

"No doubt we gotta do this again. You hit me with some dick but not my girl."

"That's right. You could fuck me right now if you want..."

Silver seemed to be considering it. In his eyes though, he was already out the door. "As tempting as that is, and it is very tempting, I should go."

Bri stood up and hugged him. "But you haven't even came yet."

She was right. He hadn't. Not even a little. The condom didn't have anything in it. "I know, I know. If it wasn't so late, I'd take you up on it."

Bri pecked him on the cheek. Somehow, Silver was a little sadder.

"I'd get up and walk ya ass out but ya'll turned my legs into spaghetti." I laughed. Silver smiled a little. Bri chuckled too. "I'll holla atcha dude."

"Alright man." Silver said walking out the door. Suddenly he was my friend again that he didn't fuck. I don't know what went wrong. "I'll see ya Nino."

"Same here nigga."

When we showered, we had some of the best sex we ever had. Bri was beaming all the way until we were in the bed. She nodded off before me. The sound of her breathing usually puts my ass to sleep. Not tonight. Tonight I stayed awake eyeing my nightstand that hid my dick. I tried not to think about Silver. I didn't want to admit being hooked on another dick; I was supposed to have one of my own.